Day 2 of my 30 day shred

Wowzers!!!!!!

Day 2 has definately been a struggle. All day at work was a challenge getting up and down out of my comfy leather office chair. Alot of filing required me to squat and stand multiple times... lets just say my thighs are going to be skinny. :)

Hayden and I get home and I put on cartoons for him so he can unwind since he screamed the whole way home just like he did yesterday. Now its mama's turn at the tv! Popped Jillian into my dvd player and was eager to get #2 under my belt. After the first 4.5 minutes, I was begging for her to slow down. I purposefully put the dvd remote out of sight so I wouldn't be tempted to pause it. I will admit, I had to stop and take a ten second breather during the second round of jumping jacks. I nearly thought I was going to fall over out of breath. You would never thing such simple moves would wear you down. Those "so simple" moves proved that I'm far more out of shape than I thought. Now that day 2 is over and I've done my second day of the 30 day shred, I'm surprised in myself that I've stuck with it. Usually I'll try something, even for 10-15 minutes and give up. I refuse to give up on this. I refuse to give up on myself.

I'm tired of people telling me I'll never amount to anything.
I'm tired of people telling me I can't do something.
I'm tired of being limited to what I can do because of my weight.
I'm tired of being tired.
I will win!
I will succeed!

♥