April 29th, 2010

Hayden never ceases to amaze me. I was watching tv earlier and a commercial came on with some rather loud music with a funky beat and I told Hayden to dance and he started doing the "twist and shout" where you twist your torso back and forth and then started clapping. He's such a little character.

We decided that since daddy was off today we'd get out of the house for a few hours. Although our trip out of the house only included going to JCPenny's to use the giftcard Hayden recieved from his Grandma Beatrice, we still enjoyed ourselves. I found a few really cute outfits that were on sale. Can't beat getting three outfits for $20 bucks. Seriously, I got two shirts, two matching shorts, and Hayden's last onesie I'll ever buy. He's got waaaaaay too many and I've decided its time I get over the fact that he's growing up and I can't keep him small forever. Makes me sad thinking about it. Just think, he's 13.5 months old today, tomorrow he'll be graduating from high school and be going off to college. *sigh* Lord help me!!

When I started writing this blog this evening, I had a reason behind writing this one and I can't remember it to save the life of me! Shit!!! Damn mommy brain!

I'm writting tonights blog from Hayden's bedroom floor, I'm laying on my tummy while I let Hayden wear himself out in his crib. I refuse to hold him or rock him anymore to get him to go night night. Last night it only took thirty minutes. We'll see if it takes just as long. I pray not! He's been cranky all evening. I think he's working on his last two molars. His final two teeth!!!! :::fingers crossed:::

I seriously need to get motivated and start walking futher than to the mailbox and back (a blocks distance from our driveway). Its pathetic that I am winded when I'm walking in the parking lot to a store. Its just shameful!! I need to get self motivated and put my foot down. I need to start walking more and doing my own cardio at home, even if Hayden laughs at me, its okay, he'll be proud of his hot mommy once I shed 60 or so pounds. I seriously would LOVE LOVE LOVE to lose 80 but thats not being realistic and I'd be a twig. So I'll stick to my goal of 60. I want to be back to a size 12. I can't believe I'm about to announce to the world my current pant size. Oh gee.... I'm in a size 20 now. And thats a snug fit. I've refused to buy any bigger clothes. Maybe after posting my pant size, it will be motivation for me to WANT to do it and change my lifestyle. I know it won't hurt me. I know it will be great for me. I'm just fearful of change. So if anyone knows any good motivations and some good workouts I can do in my living room, please feel free to share. I'm all ears and I'm open to constructive criticizim. :)

XO♥XO

A very strange day!

After staying up till almost 2am last night, I've been running on fumes all day long. Its barely 2pm and Hayden has made me laugh so hard today. First thing this morning I gave him dry cheerios in his no spill bowl/cup and he was fine and happy. I went to the little girls room and when I came back into the living room to find a trail of cheerios. So I followed to where I found Hayden, in our front loader dryer. LOL!! Oh my this boy cracks me up. I ran to grab the camera and he climbed out. So much for capturing that funny little moment. Well now that he knows how to open the washer and dryer, I'm sure I'll be able to catch him in the act again. Then shortly after lunch Hayden comes up to me with corn in his hand. I tried to remember if I gave him corn with his lunch. I did not. He had corn with his dinner last night. So where did this come from??? Then the eye watering scent hit my nose, loaded diaper! I changed Hayden's diaper only to find the enevidable....CORN! The nasty little creature of mine had somehow dug corn out and had put it in his mouth. Oh my god!!! I almost threw up on the kitchen floor. I had to take a deep breath and compose myself. I just got done brushing Hayden's teeth and washing his hands several times. Oh my god... I still can't believe my son is fishing corn out of his shit!!!!!! I only pray the rest of the day is a smooth one. *sigh*

Dell Hell (DCMC)!!!!!!!!!

I am beyond fed up with Dell Children's Medical Center of Central Texas! They are THE worst. I say if your child does not have a life threatening injury, doesn't require pediatric surgery, or anything else serious that would require him or her to goto a children's hospital, DONT TAKE THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am soooooo sick of the bullshit we've had to deal with when it comes to DCMC! Seriously. Why do they put parents thru such bullshit. What I don't understand is how can they keep their doors open with as many lawsuits that are filed against them on a regular basis? I remember when Hayden was still in the hospital and I over heard at least 4 different parents in the same unit we were in talking about lawsuits against Dell. That's so sad!

Well either way... I wanted to spread the word how awful they are!!!